It’s been over a month since you ended our engagement, since you broke my heart and I just wanted to write you something. I wanted to take time to explain to both of us how I feel now and how I felt then.
First off, your the first person I was in love with, I truly wanted to spend my life with you. I wanted to watch us grow old together, get ugly together and I wanted to die with you. I didn’t even care what you looked like, I didn’t care about your appearance anymore and ya sure everyone says this bullshit but I meant it. You put on weight and when I said your still the sexiest person I knew I meant every word from the bottom of my heart, I only started to notice your extra weight lately after it ended, I could not see it then.
I think Amy from Dr Who put it best, you ever meet someone and their, you know, okay, not bad? Then you get to know them and their personalty becomes their face and they become the most beautiful person. You were the most beautiful man I knew.
Then you dumped me, for my appearance. You, overweight, unhygienic, yo-yo dieting slob dumped me for my appearance?! I loved you Krys but how could you have loved me when you did this? I don’t think you ever truly loved me. I think you were 27, living with your Dad and despite, then I came along and you saw me as the start of a life, an escape.
How could you have loved me, how would you have been able to hurt me like you did if you loved me? I spent a day crying non-stop, I nearly got fired from missed work days and I moved out to get away from our memories and now I’m trying my hardest to forget the hole in my heart that you tore out.
You ruined me and I will never fully get over you Krys. I hate you for what you did, what you did was pretend to love me then you used this act to rip my heart apart.
I will never forgive you!
Good bye forever
P.S Your supposed to brush your teeth 2-3 times a day, not once!